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Hey there!!

This is the first time I've built something with zonelets and it's sorta exciting. It's so nifty.

I'm just so glad we live in a world filled with creative folks that can do this stuff. Maybe one day I can be as smart and ingenius as the people that make the world I wish to live in.

I'm getting there though! It's been exactly 1 year since my coding journey!!! and uh. It's been... a ride.

In case it wasn't known, I originally was in a different field, working full time!

When I was diagnosed with the autism, it sorta connected that I was going through autistic burnout.

I'd go through jobs, "high functioning" until 6 months to a year in I'd suddenly get extreme burnout.

So I was like... what could I possibly do? I have no great talent. I'm not successful in really anything that brings me joy. I'm, in all sense, bog standard.

Thankfully I saved up enough to take a year to just... learn. Learn how to be, how to love myself, and how to do what's best for myself.

That's when I picked up coding!! I really wanted to do something with web dev or front-end engineering. I still don't have a job... but it'll get there. I hope.

My code is still spaghetti. I still have to look up random things. My JS is... laughable.

But with practice, I'll get there!

However, with the job market and how it is, I'm realising how impossible it is to get a job without any basis of AI.

Just so you know, I have some pretty strong opinions on AI. At this point, I refuse to use it.

... but that also means that I've gotten rejected from jobs because of this refusal.

well. Such is life. I'll keep chugging on, learnig, and loving.

Peace and love from my first blog post!

Cheers!